so many plans, too little time...

It’s my 2nd Thursday with Samsung, so far everything’s ok. I’m expecting my ID to arrive today. I’m excited! =)

I’m currently doing my Q4 master plan for laser printer which is due on Wednesday! I was surprised by the deadline that I have to meet. However, along the way I get confident that I can finish this before it arrives.

It’s such a nice feeling to like what you are doing for WORK. I can hardly notice the time. I have overflowing ideas in mind, I want to execute immediately. Hahaha! But it should not be that way. Well, beating HP is REALLY difficult. To be a strong #2, is more feasible. 3 months to go before our year end…too much work, waiting for me.

zzz...zzz...zzz...i need this!

What a tiring week! After office on my way home, I was having a picture of my bed in my mind. I was driving then, when suddenly I fell asleep for like a few seconds…I couldn’t help it! I wanted to close my eyes…

I thought I can get a good sleep. However, Xave and I had to leave to meet Tita in Galleria. For the first time, I wanted to skip on going to the mall for a very sound sleep. Unfortunately, sleep was not for me today.=(

I feel so drained like a battery. We keep on walking and walking and walking…as if there’s no end. To satisfy myself, I had my upper lip waxed. It was already due…that made me feel better! =)

Saturday @ work

It’s Saturday and I’m at work. I’m having my coffee now…I missed it. Taste is better than tea, of course but I still have to refrain from drinking too much of it for health reasons.

Everybody here in Samsung is ranting about SIMS --- Samsung Integrated Management System. It’s basically a system where each employee has to maximize the use of it for productivity purposes. It’s like an online organizer --- very hi-tech, everything you need is in there! Useful to some; nuisance to most. Will it be useful or a hassle for me? Hmm…I need more days to find out. =)

I need more sleep...

T.G.I.F.

Friends, read on…very inspiring.


THE JOURNEY OF OUR LIFE

A long time ago, there was an Emperor who told his horseman that if he could ride on his horse and cover as much land area as he likes, then the Emperor would give him the area of land he has covered.

Sure enough, the horseman quickly jumped onto his horse and rode as fast as possible to cover as much land area as he could. He kept on riding and riding, whipping the horse to go as fast as possible. When he was hungry or tired, he did not stop because he wanted to cover as much area as possible.

Came to a point when he had covered a substantial area and he was exhausted and was dying. Then he asked himself, “Why did I push myself so hard to cover so much land area? Now I am dying and I only need a very small area to bury myself.”

The above story is similar with the journey of our life. We push very hard everyday to make more money, to gain power and recognition. We neglect our health, time with our family and to appreciate the surrounding beauty and the hobbies we love.

One day when we look back, we will realize that we don’t really need that much, but then we cannot turn back time for what we have missed.

Life is not about making money, acquiring power or recognition. Life is definitely not about work! Work is only necessary to keep us living so as to enjoy the beauty and pleasures of life. Life is a balance of Work and Play, Family and Personal time. You have to decide how you want to balance your Life. Define your priorities, realize what you are able to compromise but always let some of your decisions be based on your instincts. Happiness is the meaning and the purpose of Life, the whole aim of human existence.

So, take it easy, do what you want to do and appreciate nature. Life is fragile, Life is short. Do not take Life for granted. Live a balanced lifestyle and enjoy Life!

Watch your thoughts; they become words.
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character.
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

my horoscope for today

Here is goes…

You love what you are doing and your boss is likely to commend the way you work. Grab this opportunity to seek advancement in your career.

reflection

How can you make someone else’s day more beautiful? Do it NOW.

Prayer: Help us to treasure this moment you’ve given us, Lord and make every moment count.

Gospel: Luke 9:7-9 (Taken from Didache Bible Reflectios)

for born worriers out there, listen up!

Allow me to share this with you…


Learn to live in the Present Moment

To a large degree, the measure of our peace of mind is determined on how much we are able to live in the present moment. Irrespective of what happened yesterday or last year, and what may or may not happen tomorrow, the present moment is where you are --- always!

Without question, many of us have mastered the neurotic art of spending much of our lives worrying about a variety of things --- all at once. We allow past problems and future concern to dominate our present moments, so much so that we end up anxious, frustrated, depressed, and hopeless. On the flip side, we also postpone our gratification, our stated priorities, and our happiness, often convincing ourselves that “someday” will be better than today. Unfortunately, the same mental dynamics that tell us to look toward the future will only repeat themselves so that “someday” never actually arrives. John Lennon once said, “Life is what’s happening while we’re busy making other plans.” When we’re busy making “other plans,” our children are busy growing up, the people we love are moving away and dying, our bodies are getting out of shape, and our dreams are slipping away. In short, we miss out on life.

Many people live as if life were a dress rehearsal for some later date. It isn’t. In fact, no one has a guarantee that he or she will be here tomorrow. Now is the only time we have, and the only time that we have any control over. When our attention is in the present moment, we push fear from our minds. Fear is the concern over events that might happen in the future --- we won’t have enough money, our children will get into trouble, we will get old and die, whatever.

To combat fear, the best strategy is to learn to bring your attention back to the present. Mark Twain said, “I have been through some terrible things in my life, some of which actually happened.” I don’t think I can say it any better. Practice keeping your attention on the here and now. Your efforts will pay great dividends.

i can't think of a title...

I left home at 730am. It was just a 15-minute drive going to the office. Good for me, I don’t need to rush too much everyday and I don’t even need to rent a place to stay. Well, I still have to see after a month or so…I miss being independent (read: living by myself), cleaning my bathroom, doing some laundry and having moments with the most important person: myself. But I feel that this is the time for me to save for ‘our’ future. Hehehe. Also, a good chance for me to help others.

I’ve never been so excited with my work until this came. I feel that there is ‘something’ with my new job. I don’t know, I always look forward on what ‘s gonna happen in my everyday life here at work.

I’m drinking my coffee jelly now while waiting for Xave to pick me up…yum-yum. I need this to keep me awake now that I’m still adjusting with my sleeping and waking time. I’m waiting for the clock to strike 530 then, leave. I have to take advantage of this stage wherein I can leave the office earlier compared to others leaving at 9pm! Oh gawd! I’m ready, though. It’s part of the ‘package’ when I accepted this job. It’s about time to grow up and be responsible, Tammy.

my 1st day @ work

I was so early in the office! I was afraid to be late so I left home at 6:30am and got to the office at 7!!! Gosh, early bird! Hahaha. Had my breakfast in Starbucks ALONE, just to kill time. My challenge for tomorrow: to arrive in the office before 8am without being caught in the traffic. Nyarks, coding pala ako tomorrow. Xave will have to bring me here, instead. Yipee! I can sleep longer. =)

I will have my orientation for a week. I feel so sleepy… Thanks to the internet, it keeps me company. Oh, by the way I love my new laptop---the lightest notebook in the world! *wink* As Samsung claims…I can say that this is much better than my previous one, HP. Hehehe. Also, I have to give up my P800 phone for Samsung. =( No other brand of cellphone is allowed here but their own. Sad…

30 minutes to go and I can leave. I need more sleep…*yawn*

something to ponder

A friend sent me this email and I thought of sharing it with you…


OUR MATE’S MIRROR

When your mate looks into your face, what does he see? Does he see acceptance or rejection? Whether you realize it or not, you are a mirror to your mate. The amount of confidence he has as he deals with people and life is in many ways influenced by whether you accept or reject him.

Self-image, self-esteem, self-concept---these three terms are used to described not only how your mate mentally sees himself, but how he feels about himself and what value and sense of worth he has internally.

Your mate’s self-image is central to all he is and everything he does. It will either hinder or enhance his ability to learn, make decisions, take risks and resolve conflicts with you and others. Your spouse’s self-image will either restrain him or refuel him.

When a person has a low esteem, he or she often views life through the eyes of fear. The fear of rejection is one of the most powerful forces motivating and controlling people today. If you want to see your mate’s self-image strengthened, then begin to recognize that the fear of rejection is your enemy. Fear will begin to dissolve in your mate under a steady stream of authentic love.

Love is the most powerful agent for change in the universe because love casts out fear! Perfect love ---God’s love--- is more powerful than the fear of rejection. Perfect love that accepts and embraces another, even in his or her weaknesses will win the power struggle against fear every time.

What fears help to govern how your mate reacts in different situations? Discuss with one another how rejection and acceptance have had an impact in your life. Pray that God would use each of you to cast out fear through your love.

“Perfect love casts out fear.” (1 John 4:18)

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Shared by Joe Gatuslao
Bacolod City, Philippines

Sy family mantra

I would like to share an excerpt from the article written by Elizabeth L. Sanchez of PDI, published September 5, 2004

Henry Sy’s Daughter shares Dad’s story and 14 Principles

I will go straight to principle #8 which struck me.

8. Recognize opportunity. It is one thing to see opportunity, another to do something about it. When opportunity comes, you should be ready to react, otherwise it goes to someone else. Opportunity does not always come knocking. You’ve got to go out and look for it. Take stock of your assets, talents and resources. Pick the best opportunity you see and take it as far as you can. Don’t stop until you have done everything you can do to make it happen. What others would consider as luck is a combination of opportunity knocking and being ready for it.

tammy = mema?

Meet Coleen, Xave’s cousin. My day is not complete without seeing, kissing, sniffing and playing with this kid. I learned to love her and now, I love her even more.

She is now 2 ½ years old. She doesn’t call me on my real name because she cannot pronounce TAMMY. She calls me MEMA, instead. I like it! =) She can call me Mema ‘till forever.

Michelle gave me this butterfly pillow and was just stuck in my car for so long. When Colleen was at age 1 1/2, she makes it a point to go to my car (not tinted) and look at it. I never knew she likes it until Ate Gemma, her Mama told me. Days after, I decided to give it to her. (Sorry, Michelle…) It’s such a nice feeling to make someone happy.

Since then, she calls her butterfly pillow Mema. Maybe because she knew I was the one who gave it to her. Hahaha! Actually, all butterflies she sees, she calls Mema! Amazing! I love butterflies, too.

Yesterday when I went home, I can feel the excitement in her. She was calling me on top of her voice and showing me this bracelet her Mama bought her. It was a silvery block-kind of bracelet with her name on it. I was surprised to see butterflies before and after her printed name. *smiles* I was touched! She’s like a tea, makes my day complete. =)


collen with her MEMA

coleen and myself

it's Sunday!

I deserve a foot spa.

I went to Galleria and met Lizle and Asis. Got the few items I’ve reserved in Black Shop and got a jelly white shoes for my 'jeans days' when I feel the need to retire my Havaianas. I’m still fighting this urge in me to get a new pair of Havaianas. Hmm, I want the black Brazil one. Grrr!

Heard mass with Xave in Marietta and had my foot spa. It's a nice thing to start the week. My therapy. =)

midnight madness

Yesterday was a very tiring day. I continued my shopping…alone! It was my first time to go to the mall by myself because Xave has to leave for Bataan to continue the land filling in our farm.

My parking fee was 100 bucks! Imagine how long I was in the mall…almost 10 hours! Good thing I was able to buy a number of good pieces ‘for office use’. I deserve applause, don’t I? =) I was walking and walking until I felt my feet, legs and back aching. It was worth it though. But I hate shopping on midnight sales, lots of people everywhere. Just looking at them makes me feel so exhausted.

Between those times that I was in the mall, I was able to be wtih some friends. Had lunch with Lizle, coffee with Sprite & James and dinner with Asis. Whoo! I really felt the need to retire. However, traffic was at its worst and Asis and I had no choice but to let it pass and stay. =(

Afterwards, around 9pm we decided to have a couple of drinks in Aposento. Wala talagang patawad! RS joined us later on. I can hardly talk. I wanted to close my eyes and be home when I open them.

I went ahead, and arrived home at 12 midnight. No matter how tired I am, I still have to do my beauty regimen. *wink*

whew!

Today, I’ve finally signed with Samsung. I know this would definitely be a new experience for me and I’m excited. It’s like looking forward to my first day in class!

Whatever happens, whether I make it or not I know I wouldn’t have any regrets because I know for myself that I will try my best. Honestly, it’s the challenge that matters more, compensation just follows. This time, I wanna enjoy working. Life is too short to waste on doing nothing, right? I want to live life to the fullest.

There are still a lot of things to be done that added to my previous list---medical exams, NBI clearance, police clearance, diploma, transcript, etc.

17 days to go…I still need to decide where to stay.

blind item?

If there’s one person who knows almost everything about me, it’s her. We seldom see each other now but we still keep in touch. Text, call and ym.

People say opposites attracts. I’m not a believer, though. We are the exemption to the rule! We have extreme personalities, different priorities, and interests. Often times we clash. I can say that I’m more of a conventional type of girl and she is the opposite. People, don’t get me wrong…she is human! *laughs* Inspite of all this, I feel comfortable with her. I can spill my thoughts, feelings and even my deepest secrets with her! Oh my gawd, she has this vivid memory to keep in mind everything I tell her, however not in details...and that’s what I hate about her. She talks, writes and texts like a telegram. Often times, relevant information is missing. So how could she expect me to understand everything she says? Weird! *bwahaha* I know you’re reading this…*wink*

After having said all these, I can still say that she is a great friend. Always have helping hands and shoulders to lean on. Always on-call---24x7! Not until she got pregnant and I’m glad she’s starting to become normal now. *smiles* I keep on pondering why we’re close friends despite all the differences we have. There should be something we have in common. Uh-huh, we’re both true to ourselves, no pretensions and we just simply connect. I believe that is more than enough. I have nothing more to ask.

That’s MICHELLE.

It’s such a great feeling to have so many friends but having few true friends is incomparable.



me and michelle at Grila Libis, my birthday party last year