For those you know me and currently in touched with me, you know this already...
The purpose of this is to relief myself. I want to realease my disapointments at work. So, here’s my letter to our HR manager:
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Hi Ms. M.
Thank you for the call. You have answered my question however brought me to raise more concerns.
I appreciate Mr. S’ effort in trying to meet what we have previously agreed. I have to give credits to you as well. However, the outcome made me upset.
Facts:
1. PxxK was not something I asked from him. It was an opportunity that came to me 8 months ago, which I missed upon offering the same package by Mr. S. That made me stay (even without any document to support the agreement). The risk I took was big enough for me to reconsider many times. (Here is company A waiting for me to sign with a very clear offer vs. Company S with nothing to hold on to.)
However, our CEO himself guaranteed me that it will happen. I have high respect and trust in him. So, I hold on to his words. I stayed and waited patiently.
2. Retro will be from November 2005.
Concerns:
1. Outcome was not what we have discussed. In TOTAL, maybe yes but if I have known earlier, (I’m sorry to say) I should have grabbed that opportunity.
2. Out of 100%, more or less 30% was put into my base pay and 70% to the productivity incentive. Weight for the incentive is higher than the base pay?
3. There is no surety on the 70%.
4. Incentive is on top of the base pay and is a different story…
5. Retro was only for this year (January to May 2006)
6. Bottomline, it was NOT given to me.
Going back 8 months ago, I was already decided to leave. Thinking that I will not let go of this very good offer. Now, I feel I have lost too much. It’s hard to say “it’s worth the wait”…But of course I don’t want to dwell much on those thoughts anymore…This is an experience for me.
If company S was only transparent that this will not be feasible, then maybe we should not have gone this far and things would have came out differently. We should have moved on separately…
I feel there is no need for me to go back to step one and lobby these things again with the management. I’ve said my piece many times. Implementation took months but I waited and tried to understand. Still at the end of the day, what is important is the bottomline: (1) my obligation and contribution to Company S being my employer and (2) what is due for me as an employee. I feel it should be two-way.
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I'm not afraid to lose my job. Work is much easier to give up than anything else. I know something better is in store for me. I just wanna prove something...
Oh by the way, I was on leave for a week! And it feels GREAT! =)
Saturday, June 03, 2006
Monday, May 29, 2006
From Employees to RICH Entrepreneurs
This is the cover page of the May 2006 Entrepreneur magazine. Very inspiring! Let me share some of the excerpts:
“It usually starts with an idea, which develops into a nagging thought, and then morphs into an opportunity that excites, tantalizes, and in the end becomes an obsession. Being bitten by the entrepreneurial bug is how many would describe this symptom, and the usual ‘victims’ are employees who, at one time or another, have had an epiphany: That they could own a business and be their own bosses.”
“They are usually never the same after this realization. Yes, they would still try to give their best at work, but deep inside they’d rather do it for themselves.”
I really feel that sooner or later I would venture on another business. But this time, I want it to be related to my interests… When? That is what I want to find out!
“It usually starts with an idea, which develops into a nagging thought, and then morphs into an opportunity that excites, tantalizes, and in the end becomes an obsession. Being bitten by the entrepreneurial bug is how many would describe this symptom, and the usual ‘victims’ are employees who, at one time or another, have had an epiphany: That they could own a business and be their own bosses.”
“They are usually never the same after this realization. Yes, they would still try to give their best at work, but deep inside they’d rather do it for themselves.”
I really feel that sooner or later I would venture on another business. But this time, I want it to be related to my interests… When? That is what I want to find out!
Monday, May 15, 2006
not at my best
As much as possible I don’t wanna sound like complaining…please excuse me. I just need to let this out, ok? Inhale…exhale…
Ugh! I’m so exhausted! I feel I’m so used up and worn-out! I’m totally drained --- physically and mentally.
I feel I cannot be productive and effective anymore…It’s like I’m a jack-of-all-trade, master of nothing. Nobody seems to cooperate. It’s me, myself and I. Oh…I need a good vacation.
I have so many things to do:
1. Cebu Training May 23 DONE!
2. Davao Training May 26 DONE!
3. Boot Camp in Tagaytay June 8-9
4. Bundling Promo Target: June 15
5. Switch Trade In, Trade Up Target: June 30-July 2
6. IT Roadshow June 23
7. Malaysia Product Managers’ Meeting July 7
Where am I now? Where should I begin? Damn, I’m still in the planning stage…OMG! This is not my work. I hate to cram but what can I do? Everything is beyond my control already, approval takes forever! These expats are making me sick...really sick!
*Poof!* That’s what I wanna do….disappear in the thin air and be invisible for a time. Just like Harry Potter, with his magic cloak he can be invisible when desired.
Headache, nausea…I need to slow down a bit and unwind. Spa, that’s where I wanna go. Beach, where I want to stay for a week or two. I need a break, and much concrete signs.
a. Stay?
b. Leave?
c. Leave and Move elsewhere?
d. Leave and start a new biz?
e. Leave, move and start?
f. Relax and be worry-free (hmmm...I'm not used to this! Hahaha)
I need an Olive shower. It calms me down. My Badger, puts me in deep, serene sleep!
Ugh! I’m so exhausted! I feel I’m so used up and worn-out! I’m totally drained --- physically and mentally.
I feel I cannot be productive and effective anymore…It’s like I’m a jack-of-all-trade, master of nothing. Nobody seems to cooperate. It’s me, myself and I. Oh…I need a good vacation.
I have so many things to do:
1. Cebu Training May 23 DONE!
2. Davao Training May 26 DONE!
3. Boot Camp in Tagaytay June 8-9
4. Bundling Promo Target: June 15
5. Switch Trade In, Trade Up Target: June 30-July 2
6. IT Roadshow June 23
7. Malaysia Product Managers’ Meeting July 7
Where am I now? Where should I begin? Damn, I’m still in the planning stage…OMG! This is not my work. I hate to cram but what can I do? Everything is beyond my control already, approval takes forever! These expats are making me sick...really sick!
*Poof!* That’s what I wanna do….disappear in the thin air and be invisible for a time. Just like Harry Potter, with his magic cloak he can be invisible when desired.
Headache, nausea…I need to slow down a bit and unwind. Spa, that’s where I wanna go. Beach, where I want to stay for a week or two. I need a break, and much concrete signs.
a. Stay?
b. Leave?
c. Leave and Move elsewhere?
d. Leave and start a new biz?
e. Leave, move and start?
f. Relax and be worry-free (hmmm...I'm not used to this! Hahaha)
I need an Olive shower. It calms me down. My Badger, puts me in deep, serene sleep!
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
HELP, is this a SIGN???
As the dictionary defines it:
Sign |sin|
noun
1 an object, quality or event whose presence or occurrence indicates the probable presence or occurrence of something else
2 something regarded as an indication or evidence of what is happening or going to happen
3 an action or gesture used to convey an idea, information, a wish, or a command
4 something interpreted as being an omen
6 months ago, I missed an opportunity BY CHOICE and believed that I made a good decision (I’m still convincing myself). Promises were specified and I accepted based on TRUST. No written agreement or whatsoever, all verbal. Who wouldn’t believe to a company President/CEO, anyone???
Up to now, these things remained “as is”. Nothing was implemented YET. I heard, still in process…but still it was not what we have agreed months ago.
March was supposedly the make or break month. It’s already May. OMG! Do I have to wait forever? Do you think this is fair? I’ve waited long enough WITHOUT a single whine. I’ve lost a lot, right? Imagine, 6 months! I should have paid my bills already, helped my mom, invested more on our business or started a new one. I should have bought my 3rd LV and a Goyard already *wink*, the list can go on…)
Many times I’ve mentioned that “regret” will never be a part of my vocabulary. Every time I make a decision, as much as possible I want it to be final otherwise, I’d rather stick to it.
They say, “Opportunity knocks only once”. Yes, I very much agree! But why o why o why…that OPPORTUNITY is thumping again. Not the “exact one” but a “better one”!
I refuse to notice or pay attention to it twice but the third time it was like under my nose….slapping my face…falling into my lap! Do you guys think I have to give it a second attempt?
Keep your comments coming, I need ‘em!.
Sign |sin|
noun
1 an object, quality or event whose presence or occurrence indicates the probable presence or occurrence of something else
2 something regarded as an indication or evidence of what is happening or going to happen
3 an action or gesture used to convey an idea, information, a wish, or a command
4 something interpreted as being an omen
6 months ago, I missed an opportunity BY CHOICE and believed that I made a good decision (I’m still convincing myself). Promises were specified and I accepted based on TRUST. No written agreement or whatsoever, all verbal. Who wouldn’t believe to a company President/CEO, anyone???
Up to now, these things remained “as is”. Nothing was implemented YET. I heard, still in process…but still it was not what we have agreed months ago.
March was supposedly the make or break month. It’s already May. OMG! Do I have to wait forever? Do you think this is fair? I’ve waited long enough WITHOUT a single whine. I’ve lost a lot, right? Imagine, 6 months! I should have paid my bills already, helped my mom, invested more on our business or started a new one. I should have bought my 3rd LV and a Goyard already *wink*, the list can go on…)
Many times I’ve mentioned that “regret” will never be a part of my vocabulary. Every time I make a decision, as much as possible I want it to be final otherwise, I’d rather stick to it.
They say, “Opportunity knocks only once”. Yes, I very much agree! But why o why o why…that OPPORTUNITY is thumping again. Not the “exact one” but a “better one”!
I refuse to notice or pay attention to it twice but the third time it was like under my nose….slapping my face…falling into my lap! Do you guys think I have to give it a second attempt?
Keep your comments coming, I need ‘em!.
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Me, the Virgo
I came across XZ's blog and tried browsing this website - www.astrologyzone.com. Here are some of the excerpts that caught my attention:
YOUR APRIL HOROSCOPE BY SUSAN MILLER
#1 “It’s clear your career has been going great guns, and you seem to be forging into exciting new territory. You have a very high profile these days, and the buzz about you is excellent. In the first half of April (prior to April 13) interview for a top job, ask for a promotion, or see about getting excellent publicity. Whatever your professional aims, the sky's the limit!”
#2 “If you're still with your number one partner, you have passed the test of the eclipses - you can take comfort in knowing that your relationship is likely to go the distance. In your case, you both apparently value what you have together and are willing to make the effort to keep your alliance fresh. Even so, this month you may still need to work out one or two issues that surfaced last month. With Venus nicely spicing things up in your close relationship sector, you should be able to do so easily. You seem to both agree on the direction that needs to be taken. A trip taken now would be plenty of fun and could re-energize your relationship.”
ON HANDLING STRESS
#3 “Your biggest talents are masterminding organizations that would overwhelm anyone else and concentrating no matter what distractions come your way. Highly goal-oriented, few things will deter you from finishing what you've started--you are no quitter. Still, be sure the things you devote yourself to are worthy of your hard work. You may get so involved in detail that you miss the long view of things. Step back now and then and reassess your assumptions. See if you can delegate some of your work. This is often hard for Virgo to do, but you will free up lots of time, as well as off-load some daily pressure! Simply because you are able to stand a great deal of tension doesn't mean you ought to live with it!”
#4 While your nerves are on edge, you may want to stay indoors more, working on projects that need attending. Your very best course of action is to clean out the closets, files, and rid yourself of niggling old paperwork. It could be a beautiful day outside, and your friends and family will scream for you to leave the house, but you know better. Get the physical environment under control and you'll feel enormously better. Organizing is therapy of the highest order to you. Your environment (and the contents of your handbag too) is always an accurate reflection of your inner state of mind. Toss out old junk, outdated records and clothing, reorganize your possessions, get new boxes to store things. You need to feel productive, and you like being physical (lifting boxes, filing, reaching, and so forth) as you think. Just the picture of your organized living and working space makes you breathe easier!
#5 “Keep a journal, write your thoughts down on paper. Like Gemini, which is co-ruled by Mercury, you can use your distress to create a moving literary effort, whether it be a short story, novel, hard-hitting documentary, or a poem. Virgo is very precise and your sign produces excellent writers.”
#6 “Crossword or jigsaw puzzles might appeal to you too, since Virgo is a sign that enjoys mental challenges. Try board games such as Monopoly, Scruples (moral or ethical battles fascinate you), Scrabble or complex card games like bridge, poker, or pinochle, to distract you--never an easy task for diligent, conscientious Virgo!”
#7 “As a Virgo, luckily you are the sole mutable sign of the four earth signs, and therefore the most adaptable, versatile and best able to weather change. Throw away your worry beads Virgo! Ditch that work-first attitude for now, and relax. Better days are in store!”
YOUR APRIL HOROSCOPE BY SUSAN MILLER
#1 “It’s clear your career has been going great guns, and you seem to be forging into exciting new territory. You have a very high profile these days, and the buzz about you is excellent. In the first half of April (prior to April 13) interview for a top job, ask for a promotion, or see about getting excellent publicity. Whatever your professional aims, the sky's the limit!”
#2 “If you're still with your number one partner, you have passed the test of the eclipses - you can take comfort in knowing that your relationship is likely to go the distance. In your case, you both apparently value what you have together and are willing to make the effort to keep your alliance fresh. Even so, this month you may still need to work out one or two issues that surfaced last month. With Venus nicely spicing things up in your close relationship sector, you should be able to do so easily. You seem to both agree on the direction that needs to be taken. A trip taken now would be plenty of fun and could re-energize your relationship.”
ON HANDLING STRESS
#3 “Your biggest talents are masterminding organizations that would overwhelm anyone else and concentrating no matter what distractions come your way. Highly goal-oriented, few things will deter you from finishing what you've started--you are no quitter. Still, be sure the things you devote yourself to are worthy of your hard work. You may get so involved in detail that you miss the long view of things. Step back now and then and reassess your assumptions. See if you can delegate some of your work. This is often hard for Virgo to do, but you will free up lots of time, as well as off-load some daily pressure! Simply because you are able to stand a great deal of tension doesn't mean you ought to live with it!”
#4 While your nerves are on edge, you may want to stay indoors more, working on projects that need attending. Your very best course of action is to clean out the closets, files, and rid yourself of niggling old paperwork. It could be a beautiful day outside, and your friends and family will scream for you to leave the house, but you know better. Get the physical environment under control and you'll feel enormously better. Organizing is therapy of the highest order to you. Your environment (and the contents of your handbag too) is always an accurate reflection of your inner state of mind. Toss out old junk, outdated records and clothing, reorganize your possessions, get new boxes to store things. You need to feel productive, and you like being physical (lifting boxes, filing, reaching, and so forth) as you think. Just the picture of your organized living and working space makes you breathe easier!
#5 “Keep a journal, write your thoughts down on paper. Like Gemini, which is co-ruled by Mercury, you can use your distress to create a moving literary effort, whether it be a short story, novel, hard-hitting documentary, or a poem. Virgo is very precise and your sign produces excellent writers.”
#6 “Crossword or jigsaw puzzles might appeal to you too, since Virgo is a sign that enjoys mental challenges. Try board games such as Monopoly, Scruples (moral or ethical battles fascinate you), Scrabble or complex card games like bridge, poker, or pinochle, to distract you--never an easy task for diligent, conscientious Virgo!”
#7 “As a Virgo, luckily you are the sole mutable sign of the four earth signs, and therefore the most adaptable, versatile and best able to weather change. Throw away your worry beads Virgo! Ditch that work-first attitude for now, and relax. Better days are in store!”
Monday, April 17, 2006
TRAVEL BLOG: Boracay II
Day 2, April 13: Was up at 10am for breakfast and immediately went to the beach! Woo-hoo! ☺
White Sand of Bora
The Pyramid
Sun & Smiles
Night life in Bora
Yummy!
Club Paraw
We are like twins!
White Sand of Bora
The Pyramid
Sun & Smiles
Night life in Bora
Yummy!
Club Paraw
We are like twins!
Friday, April 14, 2006
TRAVEL BLOG: Boracay
Day 1, April 12: Spent the whole evening packing my things for our 530am flight. I always travel heavy to make sure I have enough clothes to sustain for a week.
Caticlan to Bora
Stayed in Blue Water Beach Resort Station 1, between Fridays and Sur. The room was not as I expected but was compensated by the view from our sliding door --- beachfront, 10 steps away and I’m at the beach already! ☺ Hmm…good enough deal.
Blue Water
Beach Front
Spent the whole afternoon sleeping. Really tired and I was shaking! (Translation: NO sleep at all!)
Power nap
Gimmick time! Are we wasted? *hahaha* Longaburger time!
Caticlan to Bora
Stayed in Blue Water Beach Resort Station 1, between Fridays and Sur. The room was not as I expected but was compensated by the view from our sliding door --- beachfront, 10 steps away and I’m at the beach already! ☺ Hmm…good enough deal.
Blue Water
Beach Front
Spent the whole afternoon sleeping. Really tired and I was shaking! (Translation: NO sleep at all!)
Power nap
Gimmick time! Are we wasted? *hahaha* Longaburger time!
Monday, April 10, 2006
"What Kind Of GF Are You?"
Hiyee! ☺ I just arrived from a vacation in Baguio and I missed by iBook very much! It was the 1st thing that I grabbed upon stepping the house and immediately connected to the internet! *what an aficionado!*
Lesson learned: Bring it wherever I go.
On Wednesday I am scheduled to go to Bora. Definitely, I will bring my babe with me! ☺
Just wanna share this test from Lui:
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
Whether you've met the love of your life or are waiting to be swept off your feet, you make a great girlfriend. But what's your strength when it comes to relationships? Are you more passionate, supportive, or sentimental? Take our test and find out!
Here is the result!
Tammy, you're a Romantic Realist
When it comes to relationships, you're looking for a fairy tale — or something pretty close to it. While you don't really expect to be whisked away by a prince on a white horse, you probably like the idea of being rescued — as long as you're allowed to rescue back. You expect great things out of people, especially those you love, and you don't mind putting in the extra effort to make sure everyone (including yourself) is happy. Tradition is usually important to you, as long as it's mixed with your own personality. Sure, flowers and candy are great, but when it comes to showing affection, you simply want something that is unique and special to your relationship. For you, it's always the thought that counts.
Somehow there is a truth to this… I’m bushed! I need a shut-eye. Tomorrow is a long day for me and Xave.
Good night!
Lesson learned: Bring it wherever I go.
On Wednesday I am scheduled to go to Bora. Definitely, I will bring my babe with me! ☺
Just wanna share this test from Lui:
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
Whether you've met the love of your life or are waiting to be swept off your feet, you make a great girlfriend. But what's your strength when it comes to relationships? Are you more passionate, supportive, or sentimental? Take our test and find out!
Here is the result!
Tammy, you're a Romantic Realist
When it comes to relationships, you're looking for a fairy tale — or something pretty close to it. While you don't really expect to be whisked away by a prince on a white horse, you probably like the idea of being rescued — as long as you're allowed to rescue back. You expect great things out of people, especially those you love, and you don't mind putting in the extra effort to make sure everyone (including yourself) is happy. Tradition is usually important to you, as long as it's mixed with your own personality. Sure, flowers and candy are great, but when it comes to showing affection, you simply want something that is unique and special to your relationship. For you, it's always the thought that counts.
Somehow there is a truth to this… I’m bushed! I need a shut-eye. Tomorrow is a long day for me and Xave.
Good night!
Monday, April 03, 2006
Showbiz Wedding!
I’m not into showbiz but I can’t help it but blog about this…
R and C’s wedding was not my dream one. I was not astonished by the jewelry of the bride nor the gown she was wearing. It was their love story that I fell in love with…
I was moved when R shed tears while C was walking on the aisle. It was like a dream come true for both of them. They made it through the rain! Awww…
It seems like R was on top of the wedding preparations. C was like a PRINCESS. I guess, that’s why I envy her because she has R to take care of everything including the very little details like the basil with flower. Gee…very rare can you see a man like him!
The exchanged of vows was perfect! I guess they were the ones who did it by themselves. It was so special and intimate. Oh, I have a high regard for R so much after watching the celebration. Can he be cloned? *hahaha* ☺
R and C’s wedding was not my dream one. I was not astonished by the jewelry of the bride nor the gown she was wearing. It was their love story that I fell in love with…
I was moved when R shed tears while C was walking on the aisle. It was like a dream come true for both of them. They made it through the rain! Awww…
It seems like R was on top of the wedding preparations. C was like a PRINCESS. I guess, that’s why I envy her because she has R to take care of everything including the very little details like the basil with flower. Gee…very rare can you see a man like him!
The exchanged of vows was perfect! I guess they were the ones who did it by themselves. It was so special and intimate. Oh, I have a high regard for R so much after watching the celebration. Can he be cloned? *hahaha* ☺
Saturday, April 01, 2006
Aviator Shades
It’s summer time and the sun is so high! I feel there is a need for
me to get a new pair of shades!
My picks:
1. Oakley Warden (in silver/grey, in pink camo/violet and gold)
2. Kate Spade (Adie and Mattie)
3. Oakley Crosshair
Cast your votes! :) Send me a SMS at +63917.8516291.
I need a shuteye! Zzz...zzz...
me to get a new pair of shades!
My picks:
1. Oakley Warden (in silver/grey, in pink camo/violet and gold)
2. Kate Spade (Adie and Mattie)
3. Oakley Crosshair
Cast your votes! :) Send me a SMS at +63917.8516291.
I need a shuteye! Zzz...zzz...
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