My feeling today is so unexceptionally eternal. I’m full of love and it’s such a happy feeling to share it with people important to me --- my family.
Being away from home as early as 13 stopped me from being with them 24x7. I used to see them on weekends only because my parents wanted to give me the best education as they can. They wanted me to be away from hmmm…boys maybe, that was why they put me in an exclusive school for girls around 2hrs away from our place. I had to stay in a dormitory near my school. Stayed there for 4yrs and I had to move to Manila for college. The situation didn’t change but I started to believe that I’m living my life normally. It’s just that I started earlier. Everyone else was like me, away from home.
No regrets. I wouldn’t be like this without those experiences that molded to be a woman I am now. Then, I lost my Daddy. We were greatly affected by his sudden loss. Everyone was in denial. It was a struggle for us emotionally…I just wished I had more time to spend with him.15 years seemed not enough but I have the best memories with him ever! I know, things happen for a reason.
Now, I value TIME better than before. As much as possible, I want to have good times with people I love. Time can be taken away from us easily by anybody. Time can never be more than enough especially these days that people tend to be so busy with a lot of things.
I believe, even little time and simple joys make memories that can linger for a lifetime. That matters most to me.
Bringing happiness to people is heaven for me. Seeing them smile, listening to their laughter is incomparable, unparalleled, and immeasurable. I will never exchange that for anything! ☺☺☺
Being away from home as early as 13 stopped me from being with them 24x7. I used to see them on weekends only because my parents wanted to give me the best education as they can. They wanted me to be away from hmmm…boys maybe, that was why they put me in an exclusive school for girls around 2hrs away from our place. I had to stay in a dormitory near my school. Stayed there for 4yrs and I had to move to Manila for college. The situation didn’t change but I started to believe that I’m living my life normally. It’s just that I started earlier. Everyone else was like me, away from home.
No regrets. I wouldn’t be like this without those experiences that molded to be a woman I am now. Then, I lost my Daddy. We were greatly affected by his sudden loss. Everyone was in denial. It was a struggle for us emotionally…I just wished I had more time to spend with him.15 years seemed not enough but I have the best memories with him ever! I know, things happen for a reason.
Now, I value TIME better than before. As much as possible, I want to have good times with people I love. Time can be taken away from us easily by anybody. Time can never be more than enough especially these days that people tend to be so busy with a lot of things.
I believe, even little time and simple joys make memories that can linger for a lifetime. That matters most to me.
Bringing happiness to people is heaven for me. Seeing them smile, listening to their laughter is incomparable, unparalleled, and immeasurable. I will never exchange that for anything! ☺☺☺
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