It’s Monday once again and that means back to work.
I have a deadline to meet, Cisco business planning on the 8th and I have yet to start my presentation. My colleagues are surprisingly getting lax. I don’t wanna head the team. I wanted them to learn something --- to know on when to work alone and as a team. I don’t want them to rely on me fully. It’s for their own good, anyway. I feel I won’t be staying there for long...
My instinct never fails me.
For the past days, I’ve been waiting for their inputs. I got some, but not so meaty. I’m disappointed. Or perhaps my expectations are again hard to meet? I’m adjusting but do I have to lower my standards to be achievable? I don’t think so. I just don't like them to look incompetent incase they'll be moving to other company. But there are times I wanted to give up. How can I help people if they are not willing to help themselves?
Tomorrow, I have to do my part and maybe start to “lead”. We are running out of time! Frankly, I always feel I can do best by working independently or as a team rather than “leading a group”. Not really my cup of tea.
I’m so looking forward for this weekend. ☺☺☺
I have a deadline to meet, Cisco business planning on the 8th and I have yet to start my presentation. My colleagues are surprisingly getting lax. I don’t wanna head the team. I wanted them to learn something --- to know on when to work alone and as a team. I don’t want them to rely on me fully. It’s for their own good, anyway. I feel I won’t be staying there for long...
My instinct never fails me.
For the past days, I’ve been waiting for their inputs. I got some, but not so meaty. I’m disappointed. Or perhaps my expectations are again hard to meet? I’m adjusting but do I have to lower my standards to be achievable? I don’t think so. I just don't like them to look incompetent incase they'll be moving to other company. But there are times I wanted to give up. How can I help people if they are not willing to help themselves?
Tomorrow, I have to do my part and maybe start to “lead”. We are running out of time! Frankly, I always feel I can do best by working independently or as a team rather than “leading a group”. Not really my cup of tea.
I’m so looking forward for this weekend. ☺☺☺
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