If there’s one trait that I want to get rid of without battling an eyelash, that would be my being a worrier.
I’m someone who likes to do things properly. I tend to worry about many things, which makes me restless (even at sleep I think…) Seriously, I hate it.
I envy those ‘happy-go-lucky-come-what-may-whatever’ type of people. Hmm, funny thing is, while I type this I suddenly felt scared for them! *haha* Oh no, what’s with me? See? I’m even worried about these people. Gosh.
I’m 100% sure I wasn’t born worrier not in my younger years. I think I began to acquire it only when I started working.
I had this not so good notion on people jumping from one company to another so I did my very best to make wise choices. I didn’t grab the 1st job opportunity that came my way. I had to wait for something I really like doing and it took me a year to get it. I’m someone a bit difficult to convince and it became a pattern/cycle since then.
In the beginning it was all at work but later on was extended on my choices in life. I was careful on my decisions. Sigurista. Virgo kase ako. Hay.
Are you guys like me? Or is it only me??? Yikes!
I have to program my brain to just be ‘in between’, a healthier option.
I want change. I want to let go of this feeling. SHOO!
When I was in St. Pio chapel, I saw something like “Pray, hope and do not worry”. I keep telling this to myself very so often.
It helps.
On a lighter note and to make myself feel better, *teehee* I made this Polyvore. *hehe* Walang lang.
There. I better get going and do other things that can help make 'the change' to reality. LOL.
I’m someone who likes to do things properly. I tend to worry about many things, which makes me restless (even at sleep I think…) Seriously, I hate it.
I envy those ‘happy-go-lucky-come-what-may-whatever’ type of people. Hmm, funny thing is, while I type this I suddenly felt scared for them! *haha* Oh no, what’s with me? See? I’m even worried about these people. Gosh.
I’m 100% sure I wasn’t born worrier not in my younger years. I think I began to acquire it only when I started working.
I had this not so good notion on people jumping from one company to another so I did my very best to make wise choices. I didn’t grab the 1st job opportunity that came my way. I had to wait for something I really like doing and it took me a year to get it. I’m someone a bit difficult to convince and it became a pattern/cycle since then.
In the beginning it was all at work but later on was extended on my choices in life. I was careful on my decisions. Sigurista. Virgo kase ako. Hay.
Are you guys like me? Or is it only me??? Yikes!
I have to program my brain to just be ‘in between’, a healthier option.
I want change. I want to let go of this feeling. SHOO!
When I was in St. Pio chapel, I saw something like “Pray, hope and do not worry”. I keep telling this to myself very so often.
It helps.
On a lighter note and to make myself feel better, *teehee* I made this Polyvore. *hehe* Walang lang.
There. I better get going and do other things that can help make 'the change' to reality. LOL.
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