HELP, is this a SIGN???

As the dictionary defines it:

Sign |sin|
noun

1 an object, quality or event whose presence or occurrence indicates the probable presence or occurrence of something else

2 something regarded as an indication or evidence of what is happening or going to happen

3 an action or gesture used to convey an idea, information, a wish, or a command

4 something interpreted as being an omen


6 months ago, I missed an opportunity BY CHOICE and believed that I made a good decision (I’m still convincing myself). Promises were specified and I accepted based on TRUST. No written agreement or whatsoever, all verbal. Who wouldn’t believe to a company President/CEO, anyone???

Up to now, these things remained “as is”. Nothing was implemented YET. I heard, still in process…but still it was not what we have agreed months ago.

March was supposedly the make or break month. It’s already May. OMG! Do I have to wait forever? Do you think this is fair? I’ve waited long enough WITHOUT a single whine. I’ve lost a lot, right? Imagine, 6 months! I should have paid my bills already, helped my mom, invested more on our business or started a new one. I should have bought my 3rd LV and a Goyard already *wink*, the list can go on…)

Many times I’ve mentioned that “regret” will never be a part of my vocabulary. Every time I make a decision, as much as possible I want it to be final otherwise, I’d rather stick to it.

They say, “Opportunity knocks only once”. Yes, I very much agree! But why o why o why…that OPPORTUNITY is thumping again. Not the “exact one” but a “better one”!

I refuse to notice or pay attention to it twice but the third time it was like under my nose….slapping my face…falling into my lap! Do you guys think I have to give it a second attempt?

Keep your comments coming, I need ‘em!.