not at my best

As much as possible I don’t wanna sound like complaining…please excuse me. I just need to let this out, ok? Inhale…exhale…

Ugh! I’m so exhausted! I feel I’m so used up and worn-out! I’m totally drained --- physically and mentally.

I feel I cannot be productive and effective anymore…It’s like I’m a jack-of-all-trade, master of nothing. Nobody seems to cooperate. It’s me, myself and I. Oh…I need a good vacation.

I have so many things to do:

1. Cebu Training May 23 DONE!
2. Davao Training May 26 DONE!
3. Boot Camp in Tagaytay June 8-9
4. Bundling Promo Target: June 15
5. Switch Trade In, Trade Up Target: June 30-July 2
6. IT Roadshow June 23
7. Malaysia Product Managers’ Meeting July 7

Where am I now? Where should I begin? Damn, I’m still in the planning stage…OMG! This is not my work. I hate to cram but what can I do? Everything is beyond my control already, approval takes forever! These expats are making me sick...really sick!

*Poof!* That’s what I wanna do….disappear in the thin air and be invisible for a time. Just like Harry Potter, with his magic cloak he can be invisible when desired.

Headache, nausea…I need to slow down a bit and unwind. Spa, that’s where I wanna go. Beach, where I want to stay for a week or two. I need a break, and much concrete signs.

a. Stay?
b. Leave?
c. Leave and Move elsewhere?
d. Leave and start a new biz?
e. Leave, move and start?
f. Relax and be worry-free (hmmm...I'm not used to this! Hahaha)

I need an Olive shower. It calms me down. My Badger, puts me in deep, serene sleep!