Cyl is getting married tomorrow, August 14. A close friend of mine since college days. She’s also one of my true friends despite the not so good things that happened between us in the past which is a normal occurrence to anybody. Well, everything is forgotten but we never had a chance to talk about it. She’s the type of person who hates confrontations. But still, I love her and will forever be a dear friend to me.
Most of my memories in the past we’re spent with her. We’ve been party goers, dorm mates, officemates…I’ve always been true to my friends and I don’t oblige them to reciprocate the same intensity of honesty I show them. It’s their call. Though I get upset sometimes, of course but I have to accept the imperfections in her because she’s my friend. I also had shortcomings; I’m not a perfect friend, either. I’ve been guilty of not being with her when she needed me most. =( I wanted to make bawi and be in one of her most unforgettable moments in life---her wedding. I cannot attend due to some circumstances and it saddens me. =(
They’ll be leaving for the states afterwards. Yup, I have this separation anxiety. She’s so dear to me, like a sister I never had. I’ll definitely miss her. *sob…*
Most of my memories in the past we’re spent with her. We’ve been party goers, dorm mates, officemates…I’ve always been true to my friends and I don’t oblige them to reciprocate the same intensity of honesty I show them. It’s their call. Though I get upset sometimes, of course but I have to accept the imperfections in her because she’s my friend. I also had shortcomings; I’m not a perfect friend, either. I’ve been guilty of not being with her when she needed me most. =( I wanted to make bawi and be in one of her most unforgettable moments in life---her wedding. I cannot attend due to some circumstances and it saddens me. =(
They’ll be leaving for the states afterwards. Yup, I have this separation anxiety. She’s so dear to me, like a sister I never had. I’ll definitely miss her. *sob…*
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