My head is too heavy! I’m doing a lot of thinking lately. I always find it challenging to come up on a decision for myself. It’s much easier to advise others, hardest to apply on oneself. Argh! Headache.
Why can’t I come up with one? Hmm, let me do a run down on some of the reasons why I feel like this.
Maybe…
1. I’m scared of making a wrong one
2. I fear that something better might come up after I make a choice
3. I’m in a Virgo mode --- perfectionist, meticulous, fussy, worrier…
4. I want more options as much as possible
Having said all this, I’m still left with no other choice but to make a decision before the week ends. *faints*
If it’s meant, it will happen. I asked Him to take charge.
P.S. My gut feel is extraordinary strong today. Early this morning, this company gave me a ring and I had a discussion with them in the afternoon. At the back of my mind, I feel this is what God wants me to pursue. Hmm, part of me wants to think otherwise. As I don't want to expect much.
Why can’t I come up with one? Hmm, let me do a run down on some of the reasons why I feel like this.
Maybe…
1. I’m scared of making a wrong one
2. I fear that something better might come up after I make a choice
3. I’m in a Virgo mode --- perfectionist, meticulous, fussy, worrier…
4. I want more options as much as possible
Having said all this, I’m still left with no other choice but to make a decision before the week ends. *faints*
If it’s meant, it will happen. I asked Him to take charge.
P.S. My gut feel is extraordinary strong today. Early this morning, this company gave me a ring and I had a discussion with them in the afternoon. At the back of my mind, I feel this is what God wants me to pursue. Hmm, part of me wants to think otherwise. As I don't want to expect much.
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