Happy Birthday Mama Mary!
Heard mass with the whole family today (my 2nd family *wink*). I can’t remember the last time we were complete. I’m glad it happened today.
During and after the mass, I felt this peculiar hunch that I couldn’t explain. When I got home, the feeling didn’t go. I knew it; HE wanted me to break my silence…
For the past weeks (can’t remember when actually, I’m so bad on dates and numbers…) something happened (not to me though) but I/we remained silent for the reason that I am/we are not part of the situation and I/we don’t have the right to meddle with these people. Days passed, nobody dared to ask me/us so I/we thought to be in hushed is fine. Which is ok. It's their issue/s not mine/us anyway. That's very clear.
As I write this, thoughts are starting to spill out. Answers to my questions…
There’s one soul out there who is hurting, lost, so undecided and longing for the hardest thing to get --- happiness. And here I am, doing nothing. Whew! This is strange, I know. But I feel I’ve been poked to talk to this person. Hard, I admit. Because we never had the chance to know each other thoroughly and be “good friends” (as how I treat my other friends). Honestly, I don’t know much about this person, just the basics. I stay distant and I have my reasons. This person might not believe me or might find me weird *haha* and insincere. Well, that would be his/her call and my risk.
Sometimes the hardest things are the ones that are really worth doing.
I always say that I want REAL and HONEST people because I am one. I am not plastic, I speak my mind. Oftentimes, too straight to the point others find me so strong and they tend to take it against me. I'm sorry that's me. Nobody can change that as I can't change anybody.
I’m blessed (in some ways) and HE wanted me to share and pay it forward. Thy will be done. Ok, I’m taking the risk. I don’t know how this person will take this or what might happen (to us) after. I will leave it all to HIM.
One thing is definite --- My intention is good and I care.
Heard mass with the whole family today (my 2nd family *wink*). I can’t remember the last time we were complete. I’m glad it happened today.
During and after the mass, I felt this peculiar hunch that I couldn’t explain. When I got home, the feeling didn’t go. I knew it; HE wanted me to break my silence…
For the past weeks (can’t remember when actually, I’m so bad on dates and numbers…) something happened (not to me though) but I/we remained silent for the reason that I am/we are not part of the situation and I/we don’t have the right to meddle with these people. Days passed, nobody dared to ask me/us so I/we thought to be in hushed is fine. Which is ok. It's their issue/s not mine/us anyway. That's very clear.
As I write this, thoughts are starting to spill out. Answers to my questions…
There’s one soul out there who is hurting, lost, so undecided and longing for the hardest thing to get --- happiness. And here I am, doing nothing. Whew! This is strange, I know. But I feel I’ve been poked to talk to this person. Hard, I admit. Because we never had the chance to know each other thoroughly and be “good friends” (as how I treat my other friends). Honestly, I don’t know much about this person, just the basics. I stay distant and I have my reasons. This person might not believe me or might find me weird *haha* and insincere. Well, that would be his/her call and my risk.
Sometimes the hardest things are the ones that are really worth doing.
I always say that I want REAL and HONEST people because I am one. I am not plastic, I speak my mind. Oftentimes, too straight to the point others find me so strong and they tend to take it against me. I'm sorry that's me. Nobody can change that as I can't change anybody.
I’m blessed (in some ways) and HE wanted me to share and pay it forward. Thy will be done. Ok, I’m taking the risk. I don’t know how this person will take this or what might happen (to us) after. I will leave it all to HIM.
One thing is definite --- My intention is good and I care.
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